I can feel this is going to be a bad mood night.

For some reason, I feel terrible about my appearance today. Probably after seeing people out last night who all looked so nice and lovely, and then me just all bleurgh.

And then my dream last night has confused me a bit, but I think I know where it’s stemmed from.

Plus, I just can’t help but think that I feel how I really really really don’t want to feel.

Not good man, not good at all.